visualize this.

I am sitting at my desk in my office filled with misc. office furniture because no one else wants it in their office. My radio is tuned to country .. I was in the mood today. Taylor Swift is singing to me about her boyfriend or something. There are papers piled on my desk but for the most part it is actually organized. My stomach is full from lunch. I keep looking at the clock to see if its time to start working again.. yes, I did stay at my desk for lunch. yes, I should get out and get away.. I know. I am so broke right now.. its not even funny. I am waiting on 2 checks that should be here anyday now. I sold some stocks (the only good thing about sbux.) and I am in desperate need of my earnings from that. My fridge is empty. And so is my bank account. Ahh.. the joys of working for practically nothing. I tried talking to my boss about that.. you know my wages. Things were left up in the air and now I am just wondering if I ever will get a raise. Everytime I open my paycheck I get my hopes up, only to let down.

I dont know what I am going to do when I get home. I think I need to get out.. maybe go on a walk. The cold that I have had is actually starting to leave so yes, I think I will go for a walk. Its such a routine for me when I get home its like eat, watch tv, play sims, go to bed. Boring. Anyone else get into routines like this?

xoxo