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I changed my page a little. Im trying to make it more relatable to what I am actually dealing with. I am trying to "find myself" but the truth is I have no idea what I am looking for. I dont know who I am or who I want to be. Loving Paris .. Living Portland means (to me) that I have big dreams and small realities. So thats that, let me know what ya think.

xoxo

Okay okay.. I need some opinions.. I just made my own BRAND NEW banner on my craft blog.. please check it and tell me if I did an okay job http://kikicraft.typepad.com

love love love you.

I'd be dancing.

I would def. wear this:

Thedress

Hey, a girl can dream.

xoxo

 Okay, I have no clue why, but I am so overly sensitive today. WTF is wrong with me. I am like on the verge of tears if someone even looks at me "wrong".. its not PMS.. I know that much..

WTF.

monday=no fun day.

My 8 year old little sister is coming in from Hawaii on Thursday night. I am so excited to squeeze her.

We are going camping FRI, SAT, and SUN and I am very much looking forward to getting away.

I am sitting in my office wishing I were pretty much anywhere but here.

My arm is sore from carrying my 3 year old "niece" up the street to get some ice cream. It was worth it.. to see her blue ice cream lips afterwards. She picked out her ice cream and she got blue-yellow-pink sherbert kind with RESES PIECES .. ahhahaah.. to be a kid again.

I didnt craft at all this weekend so I've got nothing to post on kikicraft .. I was swimming all weekend!! I plan on cleaning and crafting tonight after work though :)

have a great monday -if you can.

xoxo

check it : www.kikicraft.typepad.com

in other news today is sales call FRIDAY. I have gotten so many sales calls and its not even 10am. so annoyed with them!! ergh. dont they understand they arent going to get anything but VOICEMAIL?? muahhhahhhaahahahah.

  I figured it out...I'm gonna focus on being a photographer. I love taking pictures.. even if its with my shitty ass digital camera. And I LOVE LOVE LOVE giving the pictures Ive taken to people.. I love to see their face.. so happy.. it makes me proud.

I have to save my $ and focus on taking some photography classes because I've never taken one and I admit I have no idea what I am doing :)

Heres to hoping.

my myspace is gone.. and Im never making a new one.

theres something about a drug addicted brother that makes you look at your life in a new light. I can't handle false friendships and people who pretend to care, but only say or do so in a myspace comment.. pick up the fucking phone and call me. 

one of my supposed best friends hasnt called me in months.. things started getting really weird after we hung out for the first time in years (back in Jan.) and then we just started slowly losing touch. Now, shes seeing a married man.. hitting up the bars EVERY DAY..and dabbling in cocaine. I simply can't stand there and watch her make bad choices.. I've tried talking to her about it and it led to us not talking for months.. well, here we are again.

I am trying not to be upset about my brother, but its rather hard. He is now at my mom's in Hawaii, and I am hoping for the best there. As much as it would hurt, I really hope he loves it there and decides to stay.

So, now .. I feel alone. I mean my brother is gone.. my friend count is at an all time low, and something tells me deleting my myspace will just lower it.. but thats okay.

I was hoping for a better summer than last.. well, theres always the Fall which is my favorite season anyway.

:)